Saturday, May 3, 2008
Adorable Jimmy Pike
For the last month or so, David Hamilton and Wayne Rogers have been posting gradually pics of the gay porn model, Jimmy Pike, on their Google Circumcised_guys group. David would post pics of Jimmy Pike one at a time as a cover guy on the group. Jimmy, I believe, began his career in pictures say in the 1970's after gay liberation, perhaps earlier. His earliest pictures are that of a man in his twenties. Even then he had the makings of a mature, virile persona both in his body and in his face. But I think it was in the 1980's, perhaps 1990's, that his maturity before the camera reached its peak. I would think those pics showed a man in his 30's and 40's with a robust, hirsute physique and a smoldering sexuality reflected the direct gaze of his blue eyes. Jimmy is blessed with a full head of dark hair. But it was his thick moustache that did it for me.
Jimmy is an All-American in the penis department. Like so many of us American baby boomers, he's RIC'ed. I just love his short, thick cock, with a plump glans in repose in his photos.
I don't think Jimmy played any roles in fuck films, but I think there are several of his masturbating his beautiful RIC'ed penis.
It is fascinating studying both the sexual and psychological development of males here in the USA. Most boys feel happier in the presence of other males, at least in their earlier years. Many have other male chums for friends their age. But I think most guys find role models in older men. The dad, if he is available, is the first man in his life. My dad certainly was, even though he spent long hours at his job away from home and had many evening activities outside our home throughout the week. Then there may be trusted athletic coaches or valued teachers in school. Perhaps older brothers, uncles, and other older men in the community may fill out this circle of affirming male friendships. For many boys in American society, engaging in sports is a safe place for male camaraderie.
With adolescence, this all changes. Heterosexual boys will become interested in the opposite sex. They will date girls. Some relationships may become serious. Boys and girls will go through their teen years in a series of dating relationships until they find the "one" who will become partner for life.
With boys that are homosexual or gay, the process towards a meaningful relationship is much more complicated. Such boys learn very early and through their growing-up years that having homosexual longings and yearnings for other males is frowned upon in American society, even now. Hence, many will have to learn how to cope with the heartache and with the rejection, and eventually transcend such. Many gay teens never make it. Suicide among gay teens is very high. But those who make it through this process, have their metal tested and their determination unshaken for life.
For me, this yearning and heartache for affirming male love became crystallized when I entered my teenage years. I had two crushes growing up in those years that nearly undid me in those years. The first was a crush that I had on my math teacher in sixth grade. His name was Ron, and besides being a teacher, he was a talented coach of our high school basketball team who led our team to several state championships. When school was in summer recess, he use to supplement his income by driving a milk tanker truck. Ron was not particularly handsome but he had a smoldering sexuality which showed through his athletic body. In many ways, he was one of the best teachers I had then because he adeptly saw my adoration for him and helped me transfer it towards the study of mathematics. This happened in early 1962, just after astronaut John Glenn orbited the earth. I hero-worshiped the Mercury astronauts then. One day in, Mr Pringle told me that mathematics was useful for the space program. That statement inspired me to study math more devotedly and soon it was a subject I excelled in.
The second was a crush I had on Chuck, a classmate, who in later years became a star baseball and basket player in school. But it was a crush that I had to keep to myself. I could only "adore" Chuck from afar. Unfortunately Chuck had a cockiness which caused him to have a "shotgun wedding" with one of school cheerleaders and leave school before graduation.
Several years after I accepted myself as gay and came out, I entered Jungian psychoanalysis because I had career issues in the late 1980's at a time when my dad was dying from dementia. My psychotherapist helped me in those years withdraw projections, both positive and negative, back into myself. The primary projection for me was adoration which produced an obsessive heartache of unrequited love for people like Ron, Chuck, and a host of other unavailable men. Since then I can exult my own masculine individuality and virility. I still appreciate hunks like Jimmy Pike when I see them. But meditation is helpful in withdrawing projections back into oneself. Masturbation is a powerful physical "meditation" upon one's penis, which I described in some detail in a post yesterday.
As one gets older, the ravages of age begin to make their appearance. A person may experience loss in health and friendships. Fortunately I do have still a good, vigorous health. It is known that many porn actors and models do not live long lives. I heard a while ago that super-endowed models commit suicide. How tragic! A few days ago, David Hamilton told me in an e-mail that Jimmy Pike is still alive in Phoenix, Arizona. I truly hope as he enters middle age that he has a S.O. who is a partner in life, and that he has a circle of close friends.